Yesterday I wore jeans, a t-shirt and a sweater. No, I haven’t run out of ideas to blog about and am now telling you what I wore. Stay with me here…until yesterday for a week I’ve worn nothing but pajamas and I’ve been stuck in the bed unable to walk. I had the first Fibromyalgia Flare this past week that I’ve had in a long time. What does a flare-up feel like? The best description I can come up with is an electrical storm inside your body. You know what it feels like when you hit your funnybone and it isn’t funny? Well imagine that magnified and all over your body. I wore nothing but soft pajamas because even clothing or a blanket can feel painful to the touch – like a straightjacket tightening on my muscles.
Day after day of lying in the bed in pain and one excruciating afternoon of going to the doctor knowing that he couldn’t do anything but knowing I needed a note for work. It took Ben, a nurse and a cane and a wheelchair to get me in and out of the car that day. My doc agreed with my diagnosis and sent me home to bed after offering me mega pain killers which I declined as I think he suspected I would.
What caused this flare? Well my pain triggers traditionally are stress, poor sleeping patterns, chemicals, and weather changes but who knows specifically what triggered this episode or any episode. Perhaps a delayed response to the injections for my hip? So does this mean my organic lifestyle is failing me? I don’t think so because this flare lasted a week. Yes, this is only day 2 of wearing jeans and I’m on my cane again something I haven’t used in almost a year but it only lasted one week and not months as it has in the past. I think that proves I’m doing something right.
So here I am a week later, still hurting but nothing like before and wearing jeans - quite the accomplishment. So what does one do all week while lying in bed staring at the ceiling? Well for me it was sleeping for the most part. I followed my cat’s example and slept more hours than I was awake. When I was awake, I spent a lot of time reading on my Kindle, occasionally checking work email on my iPhone and on one particular morning talking on the phone with a police detective from Kansas City when he called to inform me that Kaitlyn’s car was stolen.
That day wasn’t the best on the stress meter but that was out of my control. Fortunately, the car was found and so was the criminal. Unfortunately, we have to pay to repair the damage done to the car. Fortunately, it was minimal since unfortunately this guy was a pro at stealing cars and yes, we are pressing charges.
I also stared at the ceiling. A lot. Boring perhaps but about all I could handle most of the time. When I did read, I did some research on herbs and treatments and will continue to do so. I’m still a believer in my organic lifestyle and I’m still a believer in herbal treatments and cures. I used them throughout this week and I think it helped.
I’m not completely well yet but I’m working on it and hey, I can wear jeans again.
Take care of yourselves and your families.
Chelle